Watching u walk away broke my heart.

Records

2009-12-04T19:02:00.001+08:00

this blog is dead ~
deleting soon ;]

2009-11-08T13:03:00.000+08:00

& I'm leaving, I can't hold on any longer .

2009-11-06T17:13:00.002+08:00

I don't mind it at all. It's like you're the swing set And I'm the kid that falls.Its like the way we fight, the times I've cried.We come to blows and every night the passion's there.So it's got to be right,right?No I don't believe you.When you say don't come around here no more I wont remind you. You said we wouldn't be apart.No I don't believe you.When you say you don't need me anymore. So don't pretend to. Not love me at all. I dont mind it.I still don't mind at all.Its like one of those bad dreamsWhen you cant wake upIt looks like youve given upYouve had enoughBut I want moreNo I won't stopBecause I just knowYoull come aroundRight?No I dont believe youWhen you say dont come around here no moreI wont remind youYou said we wouldnt be apartNo I dont believe youWhen you say you dont need me anymoreSo dont pretend toNot love me at allJust dont stand there and watch me fallBecause I, because I still dont mind at allIts like the way we fightThe times Ive criedWe come to blowsAnd every nightThe passion's thereSo its got to be right,Right?No I dont believe youWhen you say dont come around here no moreI wont remind youYou said we wouldnt be apartNo I dont believe youWhen you say you dont need me anymoreSo dont pretend toNot love me at allI dont believe you

2009-10-24T14:46:00.002+08:00

this week was a bad week.
I'll blog after exams , i need to study ;/

Breathe ;

2009-10-19T21:49:00.002+08:00

I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was going to end up this way.
People are people,
And sometimes we change our minds.
But its killing me to see you go after all this while.

Music starts playing like the end of a sad movie,
It's the kind of ending you don't really wanna see.
Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down,
Now I don't know what to be without us around.

And we know its never simple, Never easy.
Never a clean break, nobody here to save me.
You're the only thing I know at the back of my hand,
And I cant Breathe Without you,
But I have to Breathe But I don't want to.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people,
And sometimes it doesn't work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

Its two a.m.
Feeling' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know its not easy for me

Sorry

2009-10-18T10:04:00.003+08:00

I know that you won't read this , but I just want to let go of what I feel .

I want to let Bfgf know what I feel but I can't because I know what will happen if I really told him why I've lost the fire I had in this friendship and what I really feel. Either way , I'm still going to lose Bfgf. It's only a matter of time 'till it happens. If I told him now, it'll be hard for me to face Bfgf in the remaining days I have here. I don't even know who he is now. He has changed , to what I really didn't want him to be. I used to try to avoid accepting the fact that he's changed even though many have spoken of his change. Now, I'm forced to face the painful truth that he's changed. Everyone would change... I wish I was able to stop that change. Bfgf said that nothing would change if I told him the thing I've been keeping from him , but he does not even know what I wanted to tell him. I'm certain something would happen if I did tell him the truth. I would most probably be leaving you anyway, so I shall just let things be. I've given up. I'm sorry , I want my Bfgf back.

I miss you ;

I want you to know ;

2009-10-17T12:59:00.006+08:00

I have not blogged for a very long time. Like I said, I only blog when I feel like it and my blog is quite dead anyway, so I shan't bother.

Here's the post of the week , highlights.

Sunday/- Went to buy CDP items with most of the group members [ Dee , Nick and Adam. ] It was really funny. We were going around like fools. Dinah was just so prepared. I was quite noisy. Nick was blur and Adam was just Adam. His bag was irritating :| After we bought our things, the boys left while Dee and I had dinner. Dee was really high ;D

When we reached school, we started with the goody bags. Enthusiasts much -.-

Monday/- Had a heroes test and I failed. Was supposed to get a WC but the failures got their second chances. Did VS paper for Math ;/History was quite a rush because most of the 1Bs were rushing with their homework while the relief teacher did her work.. Played some eraser domino thing for Mentor Meeting.

Tuesday/- Had the second heroes test and I passed :D Did VS paper again! Psychology was quite boring. Watched a video and discussed about of project.

Wednesday/ was cool! Everything turned out great and we had regular customers ;] Went to - Mother Tongue was conducted by Mr Supki for some school. He's quite nice. Went to com lab for Science and prepared for CDP while the rest did the flower thing, slackers? CDPKK and saw AFIQAH FIXAYE! :D

Thursday/- had to join another class for MT. Exams next week for MT , heh. Science quiz.. I need help in Science! ;[ art was BORING.

Friday/ members : - Mt with Mr. Supki. He's quite a story teller. Geography M7 was tolerable. Science was video watching. Got 9/12 for science quiz, pathetic much. Cross Training :D SILAT ! GrpNabz , Britt , Haziq ans Syahirran! I was pathetic but I had a lot of fun especially the kicking part uh.

This week was fun but with Major Module approaching, it's quite scary man!

Bfgf, I really wish I could tell you how I feel but I know I can't.

\there's no moving on, so I'm already gone/

Ups & Downs

2009-10-06T16:05:00.002+08:00

Hello! ;] Watched Titanic just now. Really sad man! I'm sick. How surprising. I still have a lot of homework to be completed, but I'm not in the mood to complete them ;/

To 'Alinurbi, Farhan, Fatin, Gina & all the others that are here for me , I really want to thank you. I'm sorry for giving you people a hard time especially 'Alinurbi. I hope things get better real soon. You guys are really what I call true friends. You people know that now I can't get help from Izzuddeen but you guys really cover up and I really appreciate your help. God bless you! ♥ I know this will all end soon, I hope.

" I'll take it from here . "

I really wish I can talk to Bfgf real soon ;

Madness /

2009-09-29T20:23:00.003+08:00

Long time since I blogged. 3 more days 'till Friday :] I am planning to withdraw from boarding in two weeks time I guess. I was supposed to have my swimming assessment earlier today but didn't turn up since I had something else to attend. I might be going for Hari Raya visiting with friends this weekend, but I don't think it would still be on since it might be on a Sunday and I don't really want to go. Lately, I've been hooked to a book which reminds me of myself.

I'm dreading Module 8.
Honours Exam , oh god save me! Results for science would be revealed tomorrow. So far , results are not bad at all. Finally improved in History , noob. Cross training tomorrow. We'll be doing Golf, Soccer and something else. Not very sure of what it is -_-

I'm planning to change my blog skin, remove the tag board and maybe I'll delete one of my blogs. Random much.

Unravel the mysteries of life, we all started off simple.

I don't want to be ;

2009-09-25T21:12:00.003+08:00

pictures speaks a thousand words ;

2009-09-22T19:52:00.003+08:00

hey stinky heads!
I survived a day without White Cards !
Physics test tomorrow, no mama!
Having headache :/
Jermaine got her birthday bash today ;]
Bi and I aren't boarding tonight , sorry maine! ;[
Hope there isn't any morning training tomorrow.
Projects season once again , good luck.
Psycho was interesting today .
Played frisbee.
Group members were Alin, Ben Q, Jermaine and Syahirran.
Had History test aft that.
Finally managed to clean my room , heh.

Nothing much to say .
Not up to it to blog , byee

2009-09-21T21:44:00.003+08:00

2nd post for the day .
I am really procrastinating,
white card(s) awaits me tomorrow.

After the near death situation I faced just a few days ago,
I feel lucky.
Really lucky to have great friends around me :]

I hope to come back soon so I have to really rest.
The pain is not really gone, I hope it's normal ?
I want things to go back to the way it was.

It's already the 2nd day of Hari Raya !
So far , I'm not very sure of how much I have collected but I am certain,
it's more than $300! :D

forget me,

before someone else comes thru'

2009-09-21T14:51:00.005+08:00

How do I get close?
A moment of your time just seems impossible to me..
It's hard to find the words
To get to know this stranger.
I'm scared of what you'll say if what i say sounds incomplete.

Can someone tell me where do I start?
I can't keep on, feeling the way I do
I can't keep on, hiding my heart from you
I can't keep on loving you from a distance.

You're always on my mind
There's no room left for thinking.
I'm tired of waiting.
I'm running out of time

It feels like the ship I am on is sinking..
The doors are closing and I am frozen.
I think I need you around.
I can't hide

Maybe it's true , I can't live without you.

2009-09-20T11:32:00.003+08:00

Di hari yang mulai ini
aku memohon keampunan darimu.
Hanya satu yang aku pinta, pulanglah.
Termenung aku bersendirian,
memendam rindu yang tidak menentu. Hatiku mengenang dirimu. kau tiada di sisiku pada hari yang mulia.

To everyone,
Ku susun jariku memohon kemaafan darimu di hari yang mulai ini atas segala kesilapanku terhadap dirimu.
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri people! ;]

This year's raya feels different :S
I guess I am still confused.
The question is, ~~is the little spark still keeping the fire alive~~?

Anyways,
I've learnt to forgive and forget. Well, not completely , but I don't have the hatred I use to have towards him. Perhaps, that's a good thing.

Berlalulah sudah Ramadhan, sebulan kami berpuasa.
Kini tiba syawal kita rayakan dengan rasa gembira.

I think I'm falling for you,

A dream come true ,

2009-09-12T09:01:00.004+08:00

Hello!
i will get my haircut later.

OMG i can't swim 100 with any strokes and it has to be done on 29th september 2009
AHHH, help me somebody? :(

As the clock ticks, you drift away leaving me helpless and alone.
The fraction of lost love you brought back got me hypnotised.
Sick and tired, my soul cries out for help
as you move on.

Can't have eveything ;

2009-09-11T23:00:00.002+08:00

Another day finally ends.
I did not loose my hair today, but tomorrow will be the day :S
Wish me luck.

Maybe I should stop pretending that I am when I'm not.

I realised that I'm such a bad friend and all.

I wish I could be happier, trully.

"So what if it hurts me. "
I just want to be happy.

Falling Apart

2009-09-10T18:26:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wish there was someone that can see through my eyes
and realise what the hell i am going through.
It seems like only coach Remy could see through me but only a little bit.
I am tired of pretending, seriously.

All I can feel is sadness and I pretend that everything is fine.
I pretend to feel everything else other than sadness.
I can't wait to get out of Singapore Sports School and just start again.
3 more months to bear, but I don't think I can.
God, save me.

2009-09-07T21:41:00.007+08:00

Awaiting my departure ;

2009-09-06T11:00:00.002+08:00

Today's going to be a tiring day for me.
Had very little sleep :S
Anyways, so far my homework progress is not too bad.
Halfway through History.
Finished my Science.
I'm left with Geography and Maths.
Going to have my prayers class super soon.
Outing to Pulau Ubin tomorrow!
Outing with EPPS girls on Tuesday! :D
I can't wait! heh

I wonder when Magdalene will return, hmm

Yesterday was such a boring day for me.
At night I texted people I don't usually text like SE
So ps but I was really bored, lol

I have made my decision to make my decision during Hari Raya.

My blog is still dead even after all the edits, -.-

<3

No more wasting time;

2009-08-29T22:58:00.002+08:00

Confused.
You choose.
I don't need you.
Keep the love.

State Of Shock :O
So far from where we started.
So far from what we wanted.
If i wasn't just somebody like me.

Mistakes that I can't erase.

Out of time!

my post don't make sense,

Can't stop the bleeding

2009-08-20T23:31:00.002+08:00

I've been thinking hard about this and i think , i really should leave...

going to do el homework ;/
bored bored bored

tomorrow's the soccer match, almost the whole school is going ...
wish them all the best?

/straight thru my heart, you caught me..

Lifelessly,

2009-08-18T11:02:00.000+08:00

NAPFA yesterday was :D
haha, I improved on sit ups, pull ups, shuttle run :D
Not happy with 2.4 because I knew I could have done better! haha,

Sarah, please cheer up ;]

We all have problems, but remember, the class would be here for you when you're in need.

It makes me sad to see you sad, so be the happy girl you are :D

IloveYou:)

fed up

2009-08-17T09:27:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Currently in class /:
Mr Ho not here, no teaching. Slack.
I found out that Coach Remy called my mother.
Regarding what?
I don't know also..
Most probably my things?
Anyways, how did he know?
Hmmmm.
anyways, my mother said '' if you don't like then tell me then I can settle with TKSS ''

:P

We are having NAPFA this week :S
Math is sooo confusing /:
i shall get going and start with my work, bye!

PMS

2009-08-16T13:01:00.000+08:00

i am freaking irritated with myself.
having a very bad mood swing

stupid homework.
stupid life
stupid me
stupid school
STUPID!

my mother FORCEd me to go out for lunch when i want to do my freaking homework and study.
FREAKthisWHOLEstress!

Dance with the enemy /

2009-08-15T17:40:00.002+08:00

goin to my father's side today. Gosh i have soo many homeworks yet to complete. Die Die Die!
nenek keropok, is she still alive?
Haha.
I HAD A GOOD START OF THE DAY TODAY, alone!
Sorry mag i can't talk otp /:
I'm such a bad friend D:
From now on, I'll only blog if i feel like it.

To transfer out or not is still the question ?

/Countdown's just began

2009-08-14T12:40:00.002+08:00

Hello :D

Had the countdown last night!!!

School ended at 1Am :D

I love Singapore Sports School, but my time here is going to be up ...

I party like some crazy women! ha ha

Ran 6 rounds , altogether the whole school did 365 rounds in 365 minutes!

We had a lot of games and rocking songs by the DJ !

Soccer, Street Soccer, Basketball, Floorball, Captain's Ball, Frisbee, Touch Rugby :D

I DANCED TILL I WAS DRENCHED ! ha ha.

Pictures?

Had little time to take 'em

I cried, thinking about having only 3 months left...

School. has been starting late this week!

My fav peeps are back :D

Whoo!

ha ha

i sound like some lame freak .

OK Wait. I am one...

-.-

TEST(s) POSTPONED :D

I am bored...

Lies, Death, Love Potions!

2009-08-08T11:20:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 15Th BIRTHDAY FATIN NAZIRAH ;]

hope you're having a wonderful time in Thailand now.
Sad that I ain't there.

I hope you'll have a wonderful year ahead of you.
Must JYJY and persevere ok?
Thanks for helping through everything :D

You're great even though you're loud.
We still have yet to figure out why they say we look alike even though we can't seem to see that!

You're going to graduate next year, sad!
I'll still have one year to crap around with you if I stay

I will remember our crappiest moments together!
Fr0m the times when I first met you to the times we went to trainings together to the times when we were really sisterly to the time when I was a big big bully to the times when we camwhored to the times when we shared secrets to the times we discovered your baby pictures!

All of those have been locked in my heart and I've thrown the keys far away :]
ILOVEYOU!

so, do you still want my brains? :D

& not forgetting Izni Efani and Nurmala!
Happy Birthday People :D

School's starting soon, I'm dreading it /;

Completely Unaware ;

2009-08-07T22:27:00.002+08:00

cannot. CANNOT. die die die. my English nowadays, -.- religious class tomorrow. life's hell. hello. blogger was hell. i am disappointed for myself for being such an idiot. i did not use my holiday time wisely. I don't know what happen. oh no, i can't fall back into love again, sumpah blog's dead. computer's boring. this is shit. School's starting, oh no!

STUPID

Play The Game ;

2009-08-05T12:33:00.003+08:00

They are leaving tomorrow!
My blog is really DEAD.
But I don't feel like deleting it, yet.
I have yet to finish my homeworks
Starting of with my English .

Dead,

The Kota Kinabalu trip, to go or not to go is the Q.
Conditioning training tomorrow
Training Alone

I've Got A Lot Of Pictures To Be Uploaded.

Watched Freedom Writers just now, cool movie.

Liverpool!

2009-08-01T09:26:00.010+08:00

I got The Liverpool poster :P

ha ha, Jermaine took the book.
LOL
To Those of You Going to Thai,
HAVE FUN! GOING TO MISS YOU :(

Yesterday Night Was Very POWER.

Here are the pictures :D the best ever! Going to remember that night forever man! :D

-

2009-07-30T14:54:00.001+08:00

hello!

i am currently in binza's lab with bren [ very nice senior ]

gtg already bye

2009-07-26T13:57:00.003+08:00

TODAY IS THE DAY~!
today is the match.
Today is the day that I've been waiting
Gosh, i am so sad i can't go , SO SAD
I am sad!
GAH, sacrifices. 
stupid but I'm proud i sacrifices. 
Anyways,  going to nad's house later. 
Btw, what's with Makcik Keropok heh?

I will have to sleep alone tonight, how sad.
I am assuming that today will most probably , suck.
Won't be boarding on Monday Night.
Not Schooling on Tuesday either.
Sounds, B-O-R-I-N-G.
oh no.

i told my mother about makcik keropok and she said
" So? We just buy the keropok so that she won't disturb us "

Till Then,
ME lol.

i think I'm falling you.

Secret Valentine ,

2009-07-24T22:33:00.002+08:00

I didn't bring back my USB cable, how stupid. This week has been real exciting :] they changed the SST arrangements ; Alin had quite a tough week but she ended it quite nicely. The room's getting messier :D haha. Liverpool match ;[ I'll have to miss it, sacrifices. It's ok :D I'll stay strong, i hope.

secret crush ;x

Easy Come , easy Go!

2009-07-19T16:34:00.002+08:00

Hello! Farhana is back , un emo-fied :] WHOO.
I am so nervous and stressed out that i didn't even do my homework & i am feeling really naughty. I don't think i would e able to sleep later on, ha ha. So anyways I'm such a slacker lately unlike in June holidays. Racial Harmony Day is coming :DDD / DDD: I cut the perasaning outs. Hm. What to say here also idk. My karma is doing quite well. Mag's not doing quite good. Wish I could help.

(hey! hey! hey! hey!)
Top down in the summer sun
the day we met was a hit and run
And I still taste it on my tongue (taste it on my tongue)
The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you oh so bad it hurt
But girl in case you havent heard

I used to be love drunk, but now Im hung over
Ill love you forever, forever is so far
We used to kiss all night, now its just a bar fight
So dont call me crying say hello to goodbye
Cause just one sip would make me sick
I used to be love drunk, but now Im hung over
Ill love you forever, but now its over
*hey! hey! hey! hey!*

Hot sweat and blurry eyes
Were spinning round a rollercoaster ride
The world stuck in black and white
You drove me crazy every time we touched
Now Im so broken that I cant get up
Oh girl you make me such a rush

I used to be love drunk, but now Im hung over
Ill love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now its just a bar fight
So dont call me crying say hello to goodbye
Cause just one sip would make me sick
I used to be love drunk, but now Im hung over
Ill love you forever, but now its over

All the time i wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
Checking into rehab cause everything that we had
Didnt mean a thing to you
I used to be love drunk , but now Im hung over
Ill love you forever, but now its over

I used to be love drunk, but now Im hung over
Ill love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now its just a bar fight
So dont call me crying say hello to goodbye
Cause just one sip would make me sick
I used to be love drunk, but now Im hung over
Ill love you forever, but now its over

Now its over
Can taste it on my tongue
Now Its over

2009-07-12T13:31:00.001+08:00

going back to school today.
nothing much to say at all.
lazy to blog.
bYE

Change It ;

2009-07-11T11:41:00.003+08:00

Hello :]

Another week in school ended. This week wasn't as bad as the last. I've got so much homework, projects to be precise. I practically have a project for every subject; History, Geography, Science, English, Math and Mother Tongue. MY BRAIN WOULD EXPLODE , if it could happen. My studies are dropping. I better work hard since all my distractions are gone, fortunately! ;] I ain't going to Thailand so I could spend those time with family and not board maybe :]

Upcoming Birthdays ;
18Th ; Habibah's
21st ; Glynis's
24Th ; Tristan's [ not too sure correct or not :x ]

My appointment with the doctors for my Knee on the 28Th. *nervous.

I'm in love with , I've Got a Feeling.

I better get going to finish my pile of homework.

Weird ;

2009-07-06T14:34:00.004+08:00

The magic of first love is our ignorance that it can ever end.
The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Let your love be stronger than your hate or anger.
Learn the wisdom of compromise, for it is better to bend a little than to break.

The only thing we never get enough of is love.
If you love somebody, let them go.
If they return, they were always yours.
If they don't, they never were.
To love is to place our happiness in the happiness of another.
Love is what you've been through with somebody.
Love is a battle.
Love is a war.
Love is a growing up.
Love can sometimes be magic; but magic can sometimes be just be an illusion.

I am thinking of using Mother Teressa for English.
I better CHIONG like mad because I'm such a lazy old hag.
Listening to Already Gone ; it's a nice song.

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high, yeah
It never would've worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you
Now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
and I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another that doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
and I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone
Already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

already gone, already gone
already gone, (oh)
already gone, already gone
already gone (yeah)

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
and I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone.
I'm already gone
Already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Liar ; I'm Not Your Toy

2009-07-06T12:38:00.001+08:00

You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change. (Saranghae)
I want nobody nobody But You,
I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
Why are you trying to, to make me leave ya
I know what you're thinking Baby why aren't you listening
How can I just
Just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me
Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know its not right so
Just stop and come back boy
How can this be When we were meant to be
I want nobody nobody But You,
I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody nobody But You,
I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
Why cant we just, just be like this cause
its you that i need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I
I feel when I'm with you, no one will ever do
Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so you know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be.
I want nobody nobody But You,
I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody nobody But You,
I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I don't want no body,
Body
I don't want no body,
body
Honey you know its you that I want,
Its you that I need Why cant you see~
I want nobody nobody But You,
I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me so tell me why cant it be
please let me live my life my way
why do you push me away
i don't want nobody nobody nobody
nobody but you

English Version of Nobody ;]
Got It From Maddie;

Stupid Family Problems.

BLUE

2009-07-05T21:32:00.003+08:00

Hey ;]
Took A Quiz On Facebook To Keep My Mind Off Things. What Colour Best Describes Me, BLUE :] You are blue! You are a deep, sensitive dreamer. You are usually laid back and calm, though, like an ocean, you can kick up a good storm, too! You are probably a daydreamer, who has his/her head in the clouds. You love spending time with your friends, and probably just go with whatever they want to do (you're a go with the flow type of person, just like water!). You are emotionally inclined - unlike reds, who feel passionately and intensely, you feel things deeply and strongly. You are extremely loyal, and your friends can always count on you to be there for them. Blues are almost always very intelligent, and they strive for perfection in many areas. You may tend to beat yourself up for your imperfections. Other people admire you and strive to be like you, but you probably have a hard time understanding why. You can be light and fun at times, and other times deep and introverted. It just depends on your mood. Sometimes you throw people off with your random changes in disposition, but your friends love you anyways. You can be a very wise, intellectual person, but you have to pull yourself up out of your own thoughts first! You, in a nutshell: Deep, emotional, wise, loyal, slightly moody, feeling, sensitive, supportive, intelligent. BLUE!

FARAH SHAKINA ;]
Fun loving ;]
Funny!
Cool!
Dayak!
Thinks I'm Lame
Likes Photography
Cool
Easy To Mix With

In conclusion , she's a great person!

I know it's kinda late Farah , sorry :P
BTW I read you're blog.
Ha ha I cool eh :D

I hung out with Farah for a while on Friday.
She cute la, seriously. First want to go toilet then physio this la that la ;] She funny you know! She thinks my HP kental! ha ha, oh and she dances pretty well. She nice to bitch around with <3

off to plurk!!

Remember That ;

2009-07-05T19:13:00.002+08:00

I just had to edit that picture taken last year. I don't know why. I'm not ready for school at all. I want to sit at home and rot! I'm suddenly into National Day mode -.- I'm glad it's raining ;] My mother went to a wedding and she got a pilot pen :O Quite Cool uh?

Be My Guide ?

2009-07-05T17:16:00.003+08:00

There is no such thing as the perfect soul mate. If you meet someone and you think they’re perfect, you better run as fast as you can in the other direction, ‘cause your soul mate is the person that pushes your buttons, pisses you off on a regular basis, and makes you face your shit.
-Madonna

Got it from Kak Nana's blog.
It made me feel better :]
Currently listening to Sweet Dreams :S
I am so bored :[
I don't know what's this week's homework.
I'm so UN-me like.
:/
Currently Plurking.
It's quite fun.
My KARMA GOING UP , YEAH :]
I'm hoping my mother approves about transfer this time when I talk about it to her.
OK I better go update my other blog since I've got nothing better to do.

every time my phone vibrates , I keep on thinking it would be you ;

Ku tak selalu begini
Terkadang hidup memilukan
Jalan yang ku lalui
Untuk sekedar bercerita

Pegang tangan ku ini
Dan rasakan yang ku derita
Apa yang ku berikan
Tak pernah jadi kehidupan

Semua yang ku inginkan
Menjauh dari kehidupan

Tempat ku melihat di balik awan
Aku melihat di balik hujan
Tempat ku berdiam tempat bertahan
Aku terdiam di balik hujan

Pegang tangan ku ini
Dan rasakan yang ku derita
Genggam tangan ku ini
Genggam perihnya kehidupan

Apa yang ku berikan
Tak pernah jadi kehidupan
Semua yang ku inginkan
Menjauh dari kehidupan

Tempat ku melihat di balik awan
Aku melihat di balik hujan
Tempat ku berdiam tempat bertahan
Aku terdiam di balik hujan

Alone ;

2009-07-05T13:58:00.004+08:00

Hey!
Changed my blog skin /
it's boring and empty like life now.
Not happening like the previous skin.
That's the meaning.

Dubey I ain't like this because of you, dude.

Parents left for home for their own purpose[s].
I didn't bother to follow, not in the mood at all, i don't know why.
Staying @ home with my grandmother who is minding her business.
No appetite to eat & I got scolding.
nonsense

The rain falls on my windows
And a coldness runs through my soul
And as the rain falls
I realised I don't want to be alone

I wish that I could photoshop all our bad memories
Cause the flashbacks
Wont leave me alone.
Just leave her alone

I wish that he would listen to
Her Side of the story
It isn't that bad
And she's wiser for it now

Don't try to explain your mind
I know whats happening here
One minute, its love
And, suddenly, its like a battlefield

Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My worlds nothing when you're gone
I'm out here without a shield
Can't go back now

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing
These times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now?

I never meant to start a war
You knew that I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what were fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield?
If we cant surrender
Then, were both gonna lose what we have
Better go and get your armor

We could pretend that we are friends tonight.
And, in the morning, we wake up, and we'd be alright
Cause, we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like a battlefield

You broke me, now I can't feel anything. When I love you it's so untrue I can't even convince myself.It tears me up.
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much I tried to forgive but it's not enough to make it all okay. We are turning into dust.

Zaye, you don't have to cry after reading the post at the other blog about my ex. It's alright. This is life babe. It's never easy. It may be touching but I just had to let go. We're not meant to be, so be it. I'll get back up soon enough. ILZ ;]

Can't my parents just stop talking about Syahirran!? Stories after stories and stories and repeating them again and again. I am sick and tired of listening to those stories now, I am not ready. It's not that I hate him or whatever, it's just that the stories they're telling me are science fiction & I prefer mysterious ones. Get it? If you don't it's ok. I don't get me myself.

I NEED A COUNCILLOR :S

Potential Break-Up?

2009-07-04T14:37:00.018+08:00

Those are pictures taken this whole week.
My week sucked.
I've got nothing much to say.
Everything is in private blog.
http://www.plurk.com/farhanabtemdthair/invite
Go join.

Bye

Goodbye , Thank You

2009-06-27T11:51:00.009+08:00

Michael Joseph Jackson ; 1958 to 2009

He was lauded and ridiculed. He broke down barriers and built them around himself. He soared to heights unimaginable with his music, and he made the ignominious front page of gutter tabloids worldwide. For Michael Jackson, the spotlight was always present, and the rest of the world followed. I'm not a fan of his but I never hated him. I like his dance moves :] He's a great man. It's such a loss. He collapsed at his rented mansion in the exclusive Los Angeles neighborhood of Holmby Hills and was rushed to hospital by paramedics before being pronounced dead at 2:26 pm (2126 GMT) on Thursday. He left the world at the age of 50. :O

Farrah Fawcett ; 1947 - 2009

After a long and brave battle with cancer, the beloved Farrah has passed away. She was was known for her cascading golden hair and bombshell body :] She became a symbol of the will to survive through her years-long battle with cancer, which was chronicled in the recent TV documentary "Farrah's Story." She's a true hero indeed! She left the world at the age of 62 :O

Rest In Peace

I went to JB yesterday. It was a fun trip. I still have yet to learn spelling and peribahasa. I'm so dead. Got a wedding to attend to later. -.-

That's all for today.

Signing off,
Farhana! ha ha

obnoxious , gadfly , typical banana

2009-06-25T18:52:00.004+08:00

Hey!
My blog might just get spammed super soon by some obnoxious & gadfly girl because i stepped up for my friend , zainab. I found out that somebody was harming my friend in someway or another. I obviously would not in fact never let anyone, no human harm my friend if their innocent.

So let's see , Zaye's having problems with a friend of hers. The obnoxious and gadfly soul stepped up and tried to fight with Zaye when she has nothing to do with whatever that happened.

This is what I call the Typical Banana case :P

So anyways since she talked bad about my friend , I won't let her go since my friend did not deserve to be called Black, how racist? I found that very childish of the girl. I stepped up, my friend does not deserve it, i swear even though I may look like some KPO fool , Zaye didn't deserve that treatment.

So as I was reading the tag board , I got real mad. How could she?

So I shall give you people a sneak peek of the tag board :]
I've changed the girl's name.
The girl becomes XXX

XXX : ey budu pey passer , dtg sini start bobal konek tak perlu ah.
[Direct translation : Ey stupid passerby , come here start conversation talk cock no need ah ]

XXX: kalao kao dtg siniey bey nak sideside nan tu itam , naqmo buang mase kao uh ey budu . stupid sia.
[Direct translation : If you come here then want side the black, don't waste your time uh eh stupid. ]

Passer : Ader saye cakap yang saye side dia ? Dia hitam , itu dia punya psl. Mcm lah kau takhitam, mungkin
[Direct translation : Did I mention that I am siding her [ Zaye ] ? She's black , that's her problem. It's not like you're not, maybe.

Passer: kau putih tpi hati yang hitam.
[ Direct Translation : You're 'white' but you're heart's black ]

XXX: obviously your zaye , haha . stupid , dont even know how to spam and act like others ? stupid much
[ Direct Translation : Not needed ]

XXX: yes , i have a black heart . why does that concerns you ? may i know ,care to explain miss black ?
[ Direct Translation : Not needed ]

Passer: jangan hendak berbual world sini.
[ Direct Translation : Don't try talk world here. ]

farhana: [to XXX] babe, please don't act big, mind you're own business &

farhana: let people solve their own problems kay? Don't make things worst, you'll just be a nuisance for them

farhana: don't be obnoxious, you make yourself look like a lame loser. I am not trying to act big or whatever

farhana: Just grow up babe! [no offence yaw ]

So that was what happened. Wars? Stupid much.

So let's get real.
Today was major hard for me.
Training was not that bad, luckily. 6 minutes jog [x3] with 3 minutes rest each. Next , 80m striding [x4] + 100m striding [x1] but unfortunately Brittanie and I only managed to finish two 80m stridings because our knees were hurting. Coach Pedro got us to do hurdles, three quarter squads, monkey bars, half squads & inclined pull ups. Monkey bar was such a pain in the ass. I got a blister :S

After that headed for the gym toilet to shower along with Brittanie. Rushed of the Science Lab after that and met Alinurbi.

Alinurbi & me had science project.

After that I had physiotherapy.

I have another injury due to my injured knee, haiz.

Got home late, typical.

Signing Off,
Farhana :D

Slow Goodbyes

2009-06-24T11:51:00.003+08:00

Hey!
Super Short Post , again. I've decided that... I have no best friend good friends in ssp who are boys :] Only, Nad, dee & Bi would do. My knee's not getting any better. 6 more months. 4 more days to go back into boarding! Science project is killing me. There isn't any training today, surprisingly. Going to start on my spelling and peribahasa today, i hope. Might be going to JB on Friday :S // Valerie & Lynette leaving tomorrow.

Nadiah is going for a surgery, OUCH!
Get well soon, senior :D

Signing off,
Farhanat ;]

Don't believe You Like Before /

2009-06-23T17:40:00.002+08:00

This blog might just be dead real soon! ha ha. I would always update my other blog and abandon this blog. ha ha. I am extremely kental and yes i know it. Today is boring, i swear! there are more pictures uh but it's in my other blog. ha ha. I look like a cow in the picture. 0.0 i was extremely bored and took pictures with extremely unusual poses that i don't do. I was just testing out :D I forgot when my physio session is :X but never mind,it's OK [ i hope ] I HAD CLASS WITH MR HO B K today! Guess what! Today is the 23rd of JUNE. Which means, it's MR INDO's birthday! You're 13, at last!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZACK!
aiyoh i lost the picture i had with him -.-

I feel like giving up on Science Project man!

heart's empty

2009-06-22T19:59:00.002+08:00

today's a great day..
No training on Wednesday :D
oh and Jared and shahrir joined the girl's for training today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENDON PHUA
stay happy dude :D
You're 14 already

2009-06-21T22:27:00.000+08:00

iRULES:1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. On shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get the answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE DOWN THE SONG NAME NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 10 people to do the same.

5. Have fun!

1. If someone asks you "Are you okay?", you say? Everybody Knows - Mcfly

2. How would you describe yourself? The Man Who Can't Be Moved - The script

3. What do you like in a guy/girl? Be With You - Akon

4. How do you feel today? Beautiful - Eminem

5. What is your life's purpose? Second Chance - Shinedown

6. What is your motto? Forever And Always - Taylor Swift

7. What do your friends think of you? I Do Not Hook Up - Kelly Clarkson

8. What do you think about very often? Live High - Jason Mraz

9. What is 2+2? So Close So Far - Hoobastank

10. What do you think about your best friend? BadGirl - Danity Kane

11. What is your life story? Fire Burning On The Dancefloor - Sean Kingston

12. What do you want to be when you grow up? Keeps Getting Better - Chrtistina Aguilera

13. What do you think when you see the person you like? 1000 Stars :]

14. What will you dance to at your wedding? Single Ladies ( Put A ring On It) -Beyonce Knowles

15. What will they play at your funeral? Breakeven - The Script

16. What is your hobby/interest ? Breathe Slow - Alesha Dixon

17. What's your biggest fear? Bad Influence - Pink

18. What do you want right now? Superhuman - Chris Brown ft Keri Hilson

19. What do you think of your friend? Know Your Enemy - Green Day

20. What will you post this as? Hot N Cold - Katy Perry

The ten lucky people are:

YOU

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In the end;

2009-06-21T15:28:00.004+08:00

heh hey ;]
Finally made my private blog.
I decided not to private this one
leave this blog for all my science fiction[s]
& the other for real journal.

REQUEST :D if you want to be invited.

HAPPY FATHERS DAY :]

i don't want to do homework.
miserable .

[edit/]

To all those going for ICG, have fun!
To habibah, sakinah, eugenia and shanti, we'll miss you!
Good luck & All the best.
:D

2009-06-20T23:22:00.002+08:00

50 Stupid Secrets.
Be honest no matter what, then tag at least five friends. If you get tagged, pls do this note, tag six or more friends. Tag the person who tagged you.

01. Who was your last text from?
Syahirran

02. Where was your default picture taken?
Airport.

03. Your relationship status?
Single.

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Yes.

05. What is your current mood?
NT happy

06. How many siblings do you have?
none

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
-

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
Heaven -.-

09. Have a crazy side?
Yeah.

10. Ever had a near death experience?
Yap

11. Something you do a lot?
use computer

12.Angry at anyone now?
Nope.. idk

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
...

14. When was the last time you cried?
idk,.

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
YES, many

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
Many things. Basically, LIFE! :D

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Dad.

18. What is your favorite song?
Almost Lover

19. What are you doing right now?
this

20. Who do you trust right now?
myself

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
School ;

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
NO

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Haziq

24. Describe your life in one word?
Perfect

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
Nobody nobody but you LOL

26. What should you be doing right now?
Sleeping

27. What are you listening to?
Almost lover

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Cousin

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
Forgotten

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
Idk, think so?

31. What is your hair color?
Black

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
AUNT ZEN

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
.

34. What do you hear?
Music

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
curly

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
No

37. Do you have a best friend?
Yes.

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
No .. yes wait no.

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
Yes

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
No but tried it somewhere else before.

41. Are you happy with life right now?
kinda

42. Are you currently jealous?
YES towards nobody -.-

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
earing?

44. What were you doing on Friday night?
Slack at home

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes.

46. Have you ever broken someones heart?
Yes

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
Yes

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
High Fever.

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
idk, entertained msg{s}

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
NOPE :D

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Sleepless nights /

2009-06-20T11:13:00.003+08:00

Hello!
Finally completed heroes!
What's left to be done?
PERIBAHASA,SPELLING AND ENGLISH WORKSHEET!

oh, somehow I wish the extension of Hols could be true
Additional one week of holidays, but it's not confirmed yet, and it's only for certain schools.

I discovered this half-human & half-robot guy at the net. Cool uh? His an athlete from New York.

Olivia's returning today.
Britt's returning on Monday.
ICG people are leaving on Monday, 1 am
WALAA , 25Th if I'm not wrong.

Science Project is such a killer /
Smallfries needs to meet up soon, seriously.

I've got class with Mr Ho on 23rd, anyone wants to join me?
ha ha.

Upcoming Birthdays : (June & July)
/Zachery ; 23rd
/Ernest ; 1st
/Coach Remy ; 2ND
/Habibah ; 18Th
/Glynis ; 21st
/Tristan ; 24Th

I NEED TO GO BACK TO THE HOSPITAL ON 28TH JULY 09 TO CHECK ON MY LEG'S PROGRESS! /
AH!
I STILL HAVEN'T GOT THE HANG OF ACTIVATING THAT MUSCLE
SOS;

I'm planning to private this blog
Because many unknown people knows too much about my life thanks to my blog -.-
but it's damn leceh to private .
Must invite people and stuff
might as well just delete this blog
:D

Matt Dallas ; Hot.

You are making things hard ;

2009-06-19T21:00:00.001+08:00

Hello!

I had training today @ 10am.
It was extremely tiring.
Did 4 times 80m striding ( alone) + 5 times 200m striding ( with Gina)
Oh, she came for training today, that long lost senior!

After that decided to go out for lunch with Gina since I was extremely hungry.
Showered extremely fast just to reach Causeway @ 2pm
On our way to Causeway, I was shocked to realise that there were other people there...
We waited for the bus together with Liang Wei.
Later, we went our seperate ways.
When we reached Swensens, we had to queue while waiting for the rest.
I had a hard time choosing my food, simply because I wasn't comfortable.
Anyways, Ate, Walked, Talked, Laughed & I went off.
Sent home -.-

When I reached home...
Slack like one kind.
HA HA
Slept, text
& then got to serious work
Did English and then Math!

Homework:
~~Geography ; WB & TB~~ done
~~English ; Vocabulary Themes 6-9~~ done
~~Maths ; Riverside Paper~~ done
~~Extra ; Iron Research~~ done
~~History ; Research~~ done
English ; HEROES! halfway done
Peribahasa! not done yet
Spelling Bee! not done yet
English ; Worksheet! not yet done

Wish Me Luck!
get me out of this,
I can't take it anymore

ALMOST LOVERS - A FINE FRENZY

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

Wake Up Call ;

2009-06-18T20:23:00.003+08:00

idk what to do,
I can't hold on much longer.
Afraid I might break down in pain.
can you stop all your games?
I'm sick of it.

Lost in my fairytale ; Can you hold my hands and be my guide?

2009-06-17T19:16:00.014+08:00

Ignore my previous post!
mengarot muchs.

Today's Plans:
Training at 10.30am!
Lunch with Prakash , Piriyah & Ivan [ i think ]
Science Project
Tampines Mall

guess what!?
everything cancelled!
-.-
Home is so boring today.
Movie marathon again ;[
Some ghost & love story.
I DID MORE HOMEWORK
& rest!

I had fun with Habibah yesterday.
Accidentally tompang her!
:]
She saw a lot of things in my phone.
SHH!

Oh!
To Shahril :
Good Luck , All the Best & Last long :]
The bujang lapok got Gf agn!
Look like LYDIA dong 0.0
He said they're alike.
Ha ha.

Next Wed = Outing with ADFMNSTY?
I still owe mag an outing.
Oh and Dinah too!
Not forgetting Nadiah.
ha ha

Lazy ME!

NEWS FLASH: I am 50% matured ;P

bye loser/\
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Lost in my fairytale ; Could you hold my hands and be my guide?

2009-06-17T12:36:00.005+08:00

I and so frustrated and confused at this very moment.

Everyone & everything's changing.
Suddenly I realised, I've changed.
What's happening?
I don't want things to change but they say this is life.
Why are some people's attitude just change towards me?
Why suddenly , why now?
I wish to find my answers to my questions
but one by one, people around me make me feel confused.
Slowly I drift away from those whom I look out for
& suddenly, new friends come to take over their places.
They seem to understand me soo well,
but who should I really trust?
Those who were there for me but are people I can't recognise now?
Or the new friends that I didn't know but now, understand me so well?
What do I do now?
Have I done anything wrong?
I hope this ends soon, I don't like it.

2009-06-14T12:04:00.004+08:00

PICTURES OF YESTERDAY.
LAZY TO BLOG.
Don't WANT TO BLOG.
I AM SLEEPY/

aching!

2009-06-13T10:13:00.011+08:00

Hello
Yesterday ;

he he.
Isn't yesterday fun?
Went to school for training after a very long time.
Fatin was late.
Ha ha.
I finished training early since a was doing different workouts/
Um..
I forgot to bring my slippers.
Borrowed Alin's ones instead.
I WAS LAZY.
I used Alin's soap & shampoo! even though I had mine in the lockers.
I didn't bring my clothes, so i took whatever i had in my locker -.-
After that I delayed myself by walking around to find a comb @ Alin's bag.
Then I followed Eugenia to the showers... and i left her to check out my plants first
& it was the right move.
The lab was about to close
ha ha
I sneaked in, get report, observe plant
& just nice Mr Kwok come in
His girl very cute.
Anyways went to inform Eugenia that the lab was closed.

Fatin called/texted me.
Went back to Pasir Ris with her instead of going to my Aunt's place..
Took 168 with Alinurbi & Fatin ;D
Went to Fatin's house

looked at all her baby photos!
So cute!
High Bangs..
Centre partings...
Her poses...
Very funny!
Her nephew , Nabil DAMN COOL
He could do waves with his stomach!
;]

Then soon I chio-ed.
Parents picked me up for lunch..

Then at night I followed my cousin to Whitesands..
Then she wanted to do reflexology.HAHA
I went with her..
So funny...
lol.
Something happened and i got so paiseh-ed.

Today ;
BORING.
bye

Painted Windows ;

2009-06-12T22:22:00.001+08:00

I'll post about today tomorrow ;
bye

2009-06-11T17:35:00.006+08:00

Hello !
this post is meant for Izzuddeen.

CHeeR Ups! :]

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2009-06-11T17:07:00.002+08:00

I can read the lines
On your face
And they're telling me
Everything I already know.

You are light-years away from me
Slowly sinking
Under alone
Now all i know is that, you're leaving.

I act cool
On the outside
But it's eating me
Alive

When it comes to you
There's nothing I can do
I can't make you stay
When you don't want to.

I see it in your eyes
All the compromise
I can't take another
Slow goodbye.

What I thought I wanted
Was what you took away from me
Trying to make it right
But it's too late

I'm a hopeless case
On the inside
And it's eating me
Alive

I die
A million times
Every time when you
Look me in the eye and lie.

I've heard it all before
The same game
Going around and around
But I still end up with nothing but hurt

that's how I feel right now.
it's hopeless to save this friendship because I know, it's gone.
I am hurt, for now. I'll get back, you'll see
& I won't regret anything because
at least I've tried to make things right.
Lesson learnt.
This friendship wasn't what we thought it was.
You didn't treasure it as much as I did.
I've wasted my time.
All those promises you've made.
Where are they?
At least I've kept mine.
Thanks for everything.
You've changed, a lot.
I wish I could get you back
but not as what you are now.
I guess it's over.

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2009-06-11T11:44:00.003+08:00

hey !
iamback~
my junior tagged me
hehe

Name a friend from A-Z! :D

A: 'Alinurbi
B: Brittanie
C: Claudia
D: Dinah Amirah
E: Eugenia Tan
F: Fatin
G: Gina
H:Habibah
I: Izni
J: Janna - Go - Jannanas
K: Khairul Qareem
L: Leslie?
M: Magdalene
N: Nadiah
O: OOlivia
P: Pratyay! haha
Q: Qee
R: Rachel
S: Shahirran
T: Tristan?
U: yoU
V: Vikki
W: Wan Qin
X: X - mystery man
Y: Yulikha
Z: Zainab

1. Can R and S be together in BGR ?
Rachel and Syahirran. Yeah? Nothing is impossible :D

2. How is L related to you ?
Leslie. My classmate dong.

3. Does Y know Z ?
Yulikha and Zainab. Truthfully, I don't think so. ;]

4. If C betrays you, will you kill him/her ?
Claudia. I am not a murderer.

5. If K steals your girlfriend, what will you do ?
Khairul Karim. Uh depends on which one...

6. If B tells you that he have a crush on you , what will you do ?
Brittanie. Pigs can fly.

7. Will/did you and M get into a fight ?
Magdalene. Will we? I am not sure. Did we? Ofcourse not!

8. Who does K have a crush on?
Kairul Karim. It's a secret.

9. If L calls you a bitch , what will you do ?
Leslie. Nothing?

10. Whats the relationship between you and E ?
Eugenia Tan. Good friends ;]

11. Who does Z like ?
Zainab. It's another secret.

12. Who is J's best friend ?
Janna go Jannanas. I am not sure.

13. What colour does Y like ?
Yulikha. Blue green . [ if i am not wrong. Haha. Sorry Yul ]

14. Where does F live ?
Fatin. She lives in Singapore; Pasir Ris.

15. Did you and C have a fight before ?
Claudia. Nope ;]

16. Who is H's best friend?
Habibah Najihabi. Angela , Andrew ?

17. What can u say about T ?
Tristan. He has a nice name.

18. If D tells u he/she has a crush on you ?
Dinah Amirah. She's my boyfriend already ;]

19. How long have u know Y & do you like her ?
Yulikha. Since primary for. I love her!

20. Tag 10 people to do this quiz :

uhm. Let's not tag ! ;]
it's so leceh.

so lame
theydidn'taskall
like olivia etc!
-.-
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Confused ;

2009-06-11T11:17:00.003+08:00

Hello!

I've been quite busy lately ;[

My day yesterday ; 10th June 2009

So anyways HOMEWORK;
haha.

I am still slacking.
All I've done is Study.
But not complete my homework.

oh!
and I've kinda packed my things, well most of it, to bring back to school ;]

I might be going out next Thursday/ I haven't asked my mother..
I am not sure where the ADFMNSTY.
I still have yet to go out with Magdalene :D ; I hope I can.

I finally finished Geography.
What's left?

'Heroes' book.
Spelling Bee!
Themes 6-9 of Vocab
Mathematics Paper
Peribahasa

Well I hope that's all ;D
I am going back for training tomorrow & to check out the plants.

To Nicole:
What about that trackers outing for Sec 1s?
I haven't really got a clear answer from the Sec 1 tracker boys.

About the Team P thingy.
I hope it get's better.
:D

& I am glad I managed to be able to help Dee!
It was such a relief.

Bye!

stress!

2009-06-09T11:58:00.002+08:00

hello.

I am stressed out about all the studies man. Especially the Science Project. It's 60% of our results!
Haiz.. Hope we do well.. Ok I gtg...

oh btw...

THIS IS MY 200th POST ;]

I miss Primary School ;[

2009-06-08T20:05:00.005+08:00

2009-06-08T19:07:00.001+08:00

Hello!
today is my movie marathon day!
Have been watching Ghost Stories... haha
But yet I am such a scary cat.

Hope Dinah's better today :]

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dead and gone

2009-06-08T00:09:00.001+08:00

HELLO
i can't sleep.
So worried.
Hope you are fine.
Stay Strong because I Love You.

Mad World

2009-06-07T17:36:00.002+08:00

HELLO
My 3rd Post of the day

Mad World ; Adam Lambert

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which Im dying
Are the best Ive ever had
I find it hard to tell you
Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
Its a very, very
Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me whats my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which Im dying
Are the best Ive ever had
I find it hard to tell you
Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
Its a very, very
Mad World
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2009-06-07T15:04:00.004+08:00

oh, i just visited this anti somebody blog.
sounds horrible?
Cyber bullying in some ways.
oh and guess what!
They are my juniors.
oh gosh Fellow Eliasians stop those wars.
Please stop doing so
No matter how much you hate that other junior of mine,
you don't have to do so.
blogger isn't some anti club or what so ever.
So please , re-think and maybe remove the blog.
The girl you people hate is still a Human with feelings.
You girls can get into trouble if the school actually finds out about this,
so please, don't tarnish our school's reputation.
Do what is right.
I am not forcing you, just reminding you.

No hard feelings alright? ; Sorry.

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Bored.

2009-06-07T13:41:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Someone told me to post.
Anyways, I am going to Tampines Mall later to

Get Coach Remy's present
Use my popular voucher

Olivia is leaving for her holidays today.
I have Math class tomorrow but I am sick. I don't have Mr Ho's number. I don't know what to do. I read the papers today and there's 15 cases of the H1N1 influenza thing in Singapore. Haiz. Geography is KILLING ME.

Currently talking to Boss who is extremely KENTAL [ I hope he reads this ]
I don't know what else to say.
Oh I've got pictures to post :D
but maybe not now.

BYE

2009-06-06T19:53:00.000+08:00

2009-06-06T19:15:00.000+08:00

2009-06-06T13:42:00.001+08:00

helllooo!
I've got a lot of pictures to post.
Blog is changed a bit.
Going to cut my hair soon.
My fever is gone but I still can't train
ONE WHOLE WEEK OF MC.
how horrible.
The medicine i am eating is HORRIBLE ( the antibiotic)
sucks.
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2009-06-06T11:25:00.001+08:00

I am sick D:

2009-06-03T18:08:00.002+08:00

i havent posted since a very long time
camp's tomorrow.
i don't know if i am done or not with packing.
how sian
i am so extremely tired.
SUNDAY? lol!
anyways mag came to my place yesterday
to all those epps atheletic students;
if you havent heard the news, please contact me
@ 94569016 if you don't have my number.
THANKS

byebyeee

2009-05-31T13:41:00.000+08:00

2009-05-31T13:39:00.001+08:00

Going to gomback stadium today.
btw today sucks.
WHY?
because
mother not hapy with me.
i am such a bad kiddo.

anyways here are SOME pictures of my ttrip to primary school

2009-05-30T11:31:00.008+08:00

2009-05-29T18:40:00.001+08:00

hey ;]
i am going back to my primary school :D
8 to 11pm xD

sry superman, can't chat with ya later.

ily

2009-05-24T13:25:00.002+08:00

hey.
it's finally over.
I can't believe but it's a fact i'll have to accept.
It dosen't really matter.
STUDY-S
haha.
I HAVE TO CONCERTRATE IN MY STUDIES
oh and

HAPPY BRTHDAY COACH PEDRO!

i would like to promise to myself something
I'll never get myself into a relationship anymore.

byebye :D

2009-05-23T09:06:00.002+08:00

hello ;]
this week was g-r-e-a-t!
ILOVEMYGRANDMOTHER'SHANDPHONE, but i love mine even more :D
so had test(s)
- geography quiz.
- geography test.

RECEIVED RESULTS for SCIENCE . A2 ..
I've got a lot to do now..
spelling to learn..
tests to study for..

i hate maths,
HOW TO DO Q 4!!!
hmpfff.
nvm
sc project!!!!
when to start uh?

i'm dead...
coach knows...
he's gonig to talk to us.
what do i do?
shut up and get insulted?
or put an end to this?

...

2009-05-17T14:03:00.002+08:00

haha
i am sooo sleepy!
still need to do homework/
fish eyh.
11cm.
aha ha.
farhana stop it.
i dowan to go school later.
i want to sleep.
I SLEPT AT 5 SOMETHING I THINK AND WOKE UP AT NINE.
oh crap 4hours.
ok-ok lah. not that bad.
tonight = movies?
nahhh.

ok i better finish my freaking homework.
OH YOU KNOW WHAT!
my GRANDMOTHER got a samsung i touch.
WTH!?
she don't even know how to use a HP
so i guess I'll use it for her.
heh.

Cheerios

2009-05-16T12:07:00.000+08:00

got some extra person at my blog!!! :P
LIVERPOOL ROCKS! :]
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2009-05-16T11:03:00.002+08:00

hello!
so here's my update about my rockish days! :P
so here's about my wednesday!
Let's see...
I went to CHINATOWN right?
ahahah
cool lah the place.
I know I am not supposed to like the trip
but i kind of enjoyed it.
Went to the temple for taoists.
After that walk to the hill and after that to the tea house ( those were the MAIN places ah)
So anyways at the tea house!!
I had to sit beside *ukw!
the rest isn't meant to be known!

ok so on thursday,
after SST,
we met up and changed hp for awhile
aiyoh i lazy to talk abt my rocky days!

I WANT TO S-L-E-E-P
my blog's DEAD

2009-05-15T11:37:00.002+08:00

hello!
it's science lesson and i get to use the computer
yesterday = rock!
the day before yesterday rocked too!
I'll post abt it S-o-o-n, i hope ah.
gtg.
need to do science blog posting dongs!

2009-05-13T11:38:00.003+08:00

hello!
currently in the computer lab...
damn sian
Life's been very hard n harsh lately/
but I'm working in out
be it relationships, friendships other ships and stuff.
guess what!?
I can jog .
Then hoping later stride and sprint and back to normal.
that's my goal.
:D
Mr ong talked to me yesterday after psycho privately.
I wonder how he knew abt my probs.
It was a nice talk i had with him
OK
Cheerios
YOU SUCK .
BYE

2009-05-10T16:38:00.002+08:00

am i being used?
-to forget her?
I don't know what to do now.
Zainab ,
you're so nice .
you're a rocking friend.
Now the thing is
Ayie Or Ayan.
That's the decision I have to make before
It ends up like what happened before.
Between me and Adam

2009-05-09T20:11:00.004+08:00

090508 is a day to remember ;
I learnt a lot today.
;survival
;love
;family
& finally what Dil said to me a few months back.

I finally understand.
"True love will come once , you'll know it when it comes and it might go. You don't have to find it, it'll find you. Treasure whoever you have because you'll never know when the time comes. "
Those words will seem like nothing when you read it,
but for me it has a meaning.

So anyways,
cheeeeeeeeeeeeeerios.
ily♥

2009-05-07T21:02:00.006+08:00

2009-05-02T17:47:00.015+08:00

I AM WALKING WITHOUT CRUTCHES ;P
coach PEDRO was proud of me when he saw me yesterday WITHOUT that stupid crutch ;D
ok so yesterday was BEST!
the food was cool.
haha.
Magdalene's bro damn ...~!
HE took one whole cup of beer.
;]
oh her bros' are damn cute!
i got to see people like andrea and magdalene~
;]

2009-05-01T15:33:00.017+08:00

HELLO!

I wonder how Dinah got to tag me when she is attending camp?
Hmm very weird~!
Anyways, Nicole came back from camp because she is sick ;[
Pity her!

Anyways,
I'm going out soon
to go for the ''trackers meet'' thing.
Supposed to be at the Chalet but some NEA thingy destroyed the plans
GOING TO SEE MAGDALENE!

I've got a feeling that it's going t0 be fun :D

OH! I like GLYNIS's Hp! It's very cool. *jealous!

I was very bored just now. I did a video, for my remembrance JUST IN CASE :] Adam saw those vids that I made in my phone yesterday. HA HA I sure pissed him off when I didn't want to tell him why ;P
Sorry dude, just your luck.

Nicole's scared she got SWINE FLU!
just chill man later white hair grow
GET WELL SOON

HERE ARE THE PICTURES!

2009-04-30T22:47:00.004+08:00

hello!
Sec 1 Camp starts today :)

I am Not Attending The Camp Because :
I don't want.
I'm injured.
I'll end up sitting at the corner like a fool.
I won't be able to do a lot of things.
I have to go for my X-ray.
I'm afraid it would change my mind.
I JUST DON'T WANT

WE HAD TEMPERATURE TAKING TODAY!
oh oh! And before that, during flag raising ceremony, I sang quite loudly compared to normal ;]
*claps. -.-

My temperature(s) : 36.7 and 36.4

MOTHER TONGUE CLASS!
K, so during Mt class I was texting and suddenly the 6 of us engaged into a VERY WEIRD conversation!
sheesh. It took a long time for Mr Shafiee to get to class since he was doing the briefing for OBS i think?
'Alinurbi, Dinah and myself left class after we realised the route the conversation was going.
Soon, he FINALLY arrived.
We begged him to let us go the Mrs Shuhada's class to finish the movie, 200pounds beauty, since we had a worksheet on it.

PHYSICS/SCIENCE!
Mr Kwok is VERY ENTHUSIASTIC can? So he was explaining to the class about what we were doing. He told us that 3 of the students from 1b would be running 30m in the indoor track for lessons today!
Everyone was shocked.
So anyway, Darren, Ming Shun and Vikki ran!
*Claps for them for being BRAVE!
Then after everything, It was open for all to run 100m VS anyone.
Then people started racing.
Then there was this part where Mr Kwok VS-ed SARAH!
Omg, his running style is damn cute and weird and hilarious at the same time !
BUT, SARAH WON :DDD

Anyways, today went to ESPLANADE!
Got some cools pictures ;)
The food there was great! [ kinda ]
I had fun, overall even though the talking part was BORING!

I'll upload the pictures I took today some time.
Cheerios

2009-04-26T11:45:00.002+08:00

i finally got the usb cable working :)

2009-04-26T09:59:00.004+08:00

R! I can't post the vids because the USB cable got problem , sorry mag!

Things to be done today:
Science Revision
Math Homework
Prayers Class ( starting in a few minutes)
More Revision
More Studying

2009-04-25T21:14:00.002+08:00

A Good friend lost can never be gained
That's what I've learnt ever since I've lost Izzudeen.
If I was given a chance to make a wish,
I would like to go back in time & treasure everything & make use of his presence.
Now that it's all destroyed, I really regret.

We are both going our separate ways and
I will miss the closeness we both once had.

Had the keyword to the past.

How can one moment ruin a lifetime of trust?
Our bond is no longer held together by the fabric of time,
One snip from the scissors tore us both apart.

Can I tell you all I cry at night?
Because we aren’t together anymore?

I feel lost,
I always looked to you for advice
but time changed, we changed.

I can’t stand it anymore
I cry, regretting .

The memories of yesterday are always haunting my mind.
I want us to laugh together.
We act like children trapped in an adult appearance

It’s frustrating but can you see that?
You never noticed I tried and still try
To keep us together?

When the world turned us down
We always had our own world to turn to.

I can’t stop these tears from falling.
So my night will turn to dawn
And I will lose another night sleep.

Friendship will wither within time
And I will continue to fix the incomplete puzzle.

2009-04-25T17:49:00.002+08:00

i have a few more vids to post but in a while
the one's i've posted are the syahirran n mine.
Anyways its kinda ridic uh but fun !
we , trackers , went to sakura and all
then we started daring each other to eat the spicy thingy.
:)

2009-04-25T12:56:00.003+08:00

2009-04-24T21:17:00.016+08:00

2009-04-21T16:23:00.000+08:00

i've unprivated my blog.
lol

2009-04-21T16:14:00.001+08:00

hoho!
i privated my blog -.-
very leceh
anyways,
today is ANDREW LEOW's birthday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

bye